寻找自己的希望 追求自己的梦想 每个人的心里最深处都有一个属于自己个人的秘密花园。。在花园里,隐藏着你不想与人分享的心语心愿。。。

Thursday, October 28, 2004

A TRUE FRIEND

A true friend never walks away
A true will always stay
A true friend looks out for you

A true friend will guard your secrets
Like a precious gift
A true friend is there for you
To give you a helpful lift

A true friend tries to make you smile
Tries to replace that frown
They may not always succeed
But they rarely let you down

These arms for you are open
This heart for you does care
And when I think you need me
I'll try to always be there

I'll listen to your fears
I promise not to laugh
Comfort your falling tears
I'll make this friendship last

I'll keep you near to my heart
I'll always hold you dear
Even when we're miles apart
Even when you're here

I hope I am to you
Everything you are to me
For the friendship we have
Is a special one indeed.

Class BBQ gathering

Mm...tonight i got a very enjoyble BBQ at Ern Kiang's house coz my class got gathering before we all go to the attachment which will start from next week...haiz..we will be separate for a long time from next week..i think i will miss my fellow friends so much de...but still ok lar..luckily still got Kok Liang accompany me..hope can co-operate with him smoothly... ^-^

Today i eat so much..till want to vomit le..this is the first time i face in the class BBQ party...Oh.my god..need to excercise more le..otherwise..will be fatter again...Hahahaha...and Ern Kiang's home really impress me..very very nice interior design..nice color scheme..make me feel very high class and high tech..so good...then oso got pool..i like the basement most of all...very sa...can see the pool from there..mm..i think maybe can consider to feed a mermaid there..then can be a very enjoyable view...Hahahahaha.....

Then..back to home by MRT with Wem Jie...a long journey..but we keep chatting..then feel that time really fly..so fast..Hahahha..actually..i think i talk more ba..coz i 38..like to talk..Hahaha..but through this trip..really more understand wen jie..know wat he think..wat his view in various stuff..really comforatable and relax..i think he will upgrade his status in my friendship list again ba...BUT..next time..i think i want to be the listener le..hahahaha...otherwise..Wen jie might think wherever i am..the place will never be quiet de...hahahaha....hope u dun mind o..pangster..Hahahaa...mm..relly feel pity that just know him in this sem..if got more time..maybe he will be my another buddy like jun kiat ba...but bo bian lar..this is fate lor..hahahha...see in future how our friendship keep moving lor...Hahahaha...

Ok..end here..hope my friends who start the attchment can enjoy thier works..foe those who start IAP like me in next week..can jia you and enjoy this 6 month attachment ba...Friendship forever...Hahahaha...

Cheers & luck ^-^

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Happy holiday

Mm..This two day really a happy day for me...coz i got to meet with my secondary best friends and had been chatting for a long time..coz u know now they all had went to KL to further thier study..so it was really difficult can be gather and meet together..

On Sunday..i went to the Super Concert at JB Larkin Stadium..a 50 thousands ppl..so fun.and i keep shouting from start till end for the concert..so crazy..fee good that can be crazy again v my best friends again..And the performers including 5566, K-one, FIR, Zhang Zhi Chen, Fan Yi Chen, 500 & chinablue, and other...a very nice party + concert..can enjoy the song and dance...and the host is Lan Xin mei..she is a good host but very 38 and siao siao..Hahahaha.... ^-^

The concert make me exhausted and have a nice sleep on sunday night..then on Monday..i had went to steamboat v my best friends again ( zhi, xiao ying, xiao shun and cx)..and we had been a enjoyable dinner..keep chatting and gossip..Hahaha...bi bian lar..we all r members of xiao ying jia zhu (Sakura Family Club)..after that i still went to virgo pub (Ming ge chan ting) with zhi...mm...understand her more..she told me a lot what happen to her in UKM..feel that she had became more mature..not a girl..more like a lady le..feel good and pleasure for the chatting but sometime i dun know wat i need to talk..it is a rare problem for me coz i always chatty guy...dun know y??Hahahaa... Even we dun have the fate to be a couple..but i oso very cherish that i can be her good friend..a ever lasting friendship...Hahahaa...

Take care o..zhi..know u r study alone at UKM...jia you for ur life and achieve ur dreams...dun let urself too tired o..forget the sorrow and enjoy ur life..

Ok..end here...hope all my friends can enjoy their one week holiday as possible as they can..and wish my friends who start attachment can ganbate for their working days..Jia you o..

Cheers & luck ^-^

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Finally

Yeah~~~~~~~~yipee~~~~~~~~~finally we finish our exam paper le..feel so stress and tired this week..got so many book need to study and memorize....i think my brain gonna crazy if still got other paper..feel so good..and get back my freedom lastly...

Today MIS paper is still ok ba..not very difficult lar..still can handle ba..but i think i need to improve my time management skill coz i realize that every paper i nearly cannot finish on time...so dangerous..Hu...

Mm...today i will back to JB finally le..got one month dun back le..missing home so much..if still dun back..i think i definitely kana scod by my dad and mum..Hahahaa...coz they miss me sickly....Hahahahaa....So..if anyone want to contact me this fews day..can call my JB home number..07-8636950...ok..end here..hope my fellow friends can enjoy thier this fews day holiday..coz need to start attachment soon le..

Cheers & luck ^-^

Friday, October 22, 2004

Tomolo is the last day...Yipee..

Yeah~~~~~~Yipee~~~~~~just got one last paper le...so nice..so happy...today is a tired but happy day for me..coz mec exam paper is not so tough as i predict..maybe when i read the past year before i study the revision..i nearly dun know how to answer all the question..so this really gave me much stress...but..dun misunderstand o..even i said like this..but i oso dun have the confidence to answer all question r... ^-^

Mm..i think the question 1 case study is my killer question..i dun know how to ans the question at all...so jia lat liao... *sobbing*

Tomolo is the MIS paper and i oso quite worry this module because my English is poor and this module need the strong English written skills to elaborate and explain...so..see lor..hope god can hear my pray and let me achieve my goal smoothly...bo bi r...ok..end here..wish all my friends can do their best for the tomolo MIS paper...ganbatene..

Cheers & luck ^-^

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

D = Die = DCI...

Haiz..today i had my DCI exam paper...jia lat liao lor...many question dun know how to answer and i oso no time to complete all questions...all the stuff i memorize did not come out much...omg...i think i need to start my mentally preparation before get the result...

But..i will not give up de..just forget the past after leant the lesson...and do a better job for the next challenge...mm..i need to jia you and do my best for MEC and MIs exam paper...cannot slack le...Ok..end here..hope my friends can oso ganbate v me together...

Cheers & luck.. ^-^

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

天使的禮物

那天晚上,她在路燈下撿到一枚天使

她把他帶回家,發現他只有一隻翅膀

她每天細心照顧著他,他們愛上了對方

然而,天使總是忍不住看著窗外的天空,渴望在天堂飛翔的感覺

她看見了,想盡辦法找尋另一隻翅膀,只為了讓他快樂

她發現,「夢想」是打造翅膀的唯一方法,但是?

如果把夢想給了他,她將永遠墜入沒有夢的世界,而天使,也會離她而去

最後,她終於下定決心?

這天晚上,她將親手打造的禮物交給天使,期待看到他開心的表情

沒想到,他也拿出一樣禮物

這時她才驚覺,天使的另一隻翅膀也不見了

他們看著彼此送給對方的天使之翼,覺得幸福的天堂已然降臨

有時候,飛翔,不一定需要翅膀... 因為兩個人的世界,就是天堂?

幸福???

是否我沉默了,,你才能聽到我的心聲..?!
是否我停止了,,你才能看到我的眼淚..?!
是否我心碎了,,你才會摸到我的心痛..?!
是否我消失了,,你才會知道我的存在..?!

以前ㄉ我根本就ㄅ懂愛是甚麼....

直到遇見你.才讓我真正感覺到甚麼是幸福...

一直以為幸福在遠方,在可以追逐的未來....

後來才發現 ......... 所謂的曾經,就是幸福。

所以人一定要珍惜你现在所拥有的一切....

不然,在未来的后悔已变得毫无意义.......

愿你幸福 ^-^

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Luv..luv..luv..

to fall in love is always easy
to start a relationship is always simple...
to build it, is always tough...
to maintain it, is 'better said than done'...
to break off, is 'easier said than done'...
to remain friends after u broke off, is never possible...
to forget the memories is 'always doing but never succeeding'...
to heal the pain within is hard and tough and never near simple...
but one has to try to heal your own heart...
the heart belongs to u...
if u don't heal it and have a space for someone to walk in,
the heart will always be sealed,
memories will never be forgotten,
the pain will never go,
and u will never move on from where u started...

people take wrong directions all the time..
if not,how do we ever realise our mistakes..
and make better choices..
late it might be for your life so far,
but it is never too late for your life ahead..
maybe through wrong directions,
you made the wrong choices..
but does it mean that through the right directions,
you would always make the right choices?
if everything seems like a big trial..
hold on to your faith..
for at least,you had a chance to live a choice..

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Low mood

Haiz..i die this round surely...coz I feeling low this few days and no mood at all to study even i know I should do it..i dun nothing..just slcaking and thiking a lot..coz dun feel to do that..haiz..i am so fan4 jian4...even know wat i did is wrong..still dun change it..haiz..sianz..Ah~~~~ah~~~~ah~~~~ah~~~~desperate and stress...

Feel that MIS and MEC got a lot of stuff waiting for me to read them...sianz ler..Why i become like that??Why?? When i can turn back the me before?? I oso dun know..haiz..that y i said i am a 100% gemini guy..

But cannot keep going like this le..i need to chiong and pia le...coz if i dun do it..later i will be very regret..even i dun know whether i can cope it or not..just try my best ba..Ganbatene..xiao ke...this is the time for transformation...i always ask other ppl jia you and cheers them up..i think this time i need to prove myself with my action le...determination..Naruto...

Ok..end here..hope friends can ganbate v me..

Cheers & luck ^-^

Friday, October 15, 2004

Exam starting..so tired...

Mm..today i am very tired coz just having my ERP exam paper on 9am and i din sleep last night to pia as i can..coz been slacking fews day before..haiz..ling shi bao fo jiao..

But ERP still ok ba...i think lar..but.. although i say like this..i oso got a lot of problem lor..Hahaha...After i finished the paper..just want to sleep..my eye start aching and very tired...lolz

Still got 3 paper to go on...but in next wednesday..so can rest for a while..lucky..I very worry about my DCI coz no idea wat i need to study for the exam..sianz...all the lecture note seen like nothing de..so weird...

Then the MIS and MEC all got a lot of stuff need to study and memorize..just hopw my brain will nto overload..otherwise..jia lat...Hahahaha...lastly..hope all my friends can do well for their exam paper..dun be so permistic o..forget all the past and look forward to the another 3 paper..just do ur best ba..then will be ok already..right??

Cheers & luck ^-^

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Love story...

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding through the night. They loved each other a lot..

Girl: "slow down a little.. I'm scared.."
Boy: "No, it's so fun.."
Girl: "please..it's so scary.."
Boy: "Then say that you love me.."
Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?"
Boy: "Give me a big hug.."
The girl gave him a big hug.
Girl: "Now can you slow down?"
Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? It's uncomfortable and its bothering me while i drive."

The next day, there was a story in the newspaper. A motorcycle had crashed into a building because its brakes were broken. There were two people on the motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had survived......

The guy knew that the brakes were broken. He didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew that the girl would have gotten scared. Instead, he was told the last time that she loved him, got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she can live, and died himself... Once in awhile, Right in the middle of an ordinary
life, Love gives us a fairy tale.

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

愛....

~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~

~※→愛是一種感覺, 即使痛苦也會覺得幸福

~※→愛是一種體會, 即使心碎也會覺得甜蜜

~※→愛是一種經驗, 即使破碎也會覺得美麗

~※→喜歡跟愛是不一樣的~~

~※→喜歡是盪秋遷..可以自得其樂..不需要別人的回應

~※→愛是翹翹板...

~※→如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

~※→如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

~※→是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

~※→是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

~※→在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~


Yeah~~~Yipee~~~

Yipee..my laptop finally can work liao after i reformat my lap..but still lost all the info...sianz..need to ask somebody help to recover my info box..So nice..finally..

Today I leant a lot of HTML by modify the coding of my blogger..hahahah..now got background music le...how u all think?? Pls give me ur comment..i will try to improve it...Hahahahaha..

Mm...from today..need to start to study my ERP le..now got energetic le..no need to worry for my lap like fews day before...so nice..ok..end here..wish my fellow friends can be more relax..dun give too much stress to urself o..

Cheers & luck ^-^

*sobbing* for my laptop...

Haiz..today my laptop still not working....sianz...try many way liao..still nto response at al..jia lat liao lar..i think it fell in sick quite seriously..

Today very sorrow..just keep sad about my laptop..i so dote it everyday..and now it..haiz.. *sobbing*

I think from tomolo..i may not able to online le..so no need to feel strange if u dun see me on the msn..coz my lap spoit le..mm..exam coming soonn..need to study with a broken heart..so sad..

ERP on friday..still no idea wat i need to study at all..jia lat..tml start..dun give up..believe myself..ganbateshou..

ok...wish all my friends study hard and smart for ur exam..jia you o.. ^-^

Cheers & luck..

Monday, October 11, 2004

Zzzz....


Zzzz...Have a sweet dream..nitez nitez.. ^-^  Posted by Hello

Unlucky Day...

Today sianz..coz my laptop spoit le....waliu..that a big shock fro me..cannpt stand it..so sad *sobbing*..

And the worse is that i put all the Thailand trip copy info in the laptop and now i am unable to do my DDBS reflective essay and other stuff....suck..

Now trying to create a nice blogger coz i intend to write my working experience for my attachment in Comex Frontier Lab start from Nov 1...so need to put affort to create a better blogger lor..Hahahahaha...

ok..end here...wish all my friends achive ur goal and dreams asap..

Cheers & luck.. ^-^

Saturday, October 09, 2004

Hihi...

Welcome to xiao ke station...Have a nice browse... ^-^