Fish & Co for Caryn's Birthday

Stock Check & Audit

Haiz..now I am at my company, as I just finish my stock count and waiting for my Finance college to audit...very sianz....even Saturday still need to back this ulu place...waliu e....then still dun know got pay or not...

I finally understand why Steven dun know how to handle Bonnie well liao..she keep talking rubbish when we are coubting the warehouse..waliu e...so noisy..then make me pek check fora moment....nearly cannot take it and want to ask her to shut down liao....then she also keep bootlicking the store guys and me....waliu e..so disgusting face....haiz..hope i will not work with her in the future anymore....coz I dun wish I scold auntie till crying....

OK...tonight I got to jia you for my "dream" next week liao...Ganbate deshou~~~

Celebration of Caryn's Birthday (28-Mar-07)

自作孽不可活

I would like to say thanks for whoever concern my slim plan...who encourage me....it really give me more power to keep going....I just really hope this time I can slim down sucessfully....

Haiz...but last night I betray myself as I ate Yong toufu in CCK lot 1 coz CX date me going to play pool....So i think tonight I got to exercise double to make it back....kanasai..Ah~~~~I must jia you....and I think it is the time that I can start to prepare for my "dream" fighting....haha....so just wish me luck and can get my dream on 07-April-07 ba...Hehe....

Slim Down experience

Now all the collges leave to having their delicious meals....while 933 keep talking tasty Hokkien Mee...Ah~~~Jia you jia you jia you...hope can see my result on 07-April-07...as this is the date that I set the target for myself.....

I suffer a lot as want to slim down..i tried quite many ways and hope there got some result...but just look at my figure now...definitely it is fail...I tired to eat medicine...it got result intially but just come back after hit some target nad it make me sad...

Then,I tried to dig my mouth untill vomit all the foods after i ate every meal before...really feel bad....and I just give up after try 2 days..coz it is too harm for my body....

Actually I know the best way to slim down is to control the foods and do more exercise..but I just can't make it...so useless....haiz....I know the way but I can't...Ah~~~~~~

Haiz...all this due to my worst weakness for my character...lack of strong determination...I always just play for few days then forget everything....haiz...hope this time I can success...Jia you fo myself~~~Ah~~~~~~~~my stomach "shouting" again...

Slim ~~ Slim ~~ Slim ~~

I want to slim down....Why?? I need to state the reason to encourage myself...ah~~~~Jia you....Let me set a target first, it will be 7-April-07

1. Be more healthy then reduce the chance to sick
2. Be more confident to myself
3. Face become smaller then looks better in the photo
4. Be more hadnsome then can woo girls...hehe
5. Can buy various type of shirt
6. Much easier to buy pant...
7. Will not sweat so easy
8. Stop my smelly stock
9. Dun make friends and family lose face
10. Woo girl that I like
11. Will not feel tired easily
12. For my future sex life
13. Higher chance to work my dream job
14. As the good exmaple for my son & daughter
15. Training my determination
16. Will not overweight the life and lose face
17. Easier to sneak into MRT when rushing
18. Shut all the 38 Aunties' mouth up during CNY
19. A great acheievement in my life
20. Can approach girls easier
21. Can be more image to change according mood
22. Stop snooring and make my roommates not suffer
23. Stop the ppl who call me fatso,fat pig, etc
24. Parent will not so worry and they will happier
25. Ppl will not said I looks like my college,or Moon's brother
26. Skin will not so oily
27. Save money to eat
28. Be more happier as I am not fat
29. Can be a execuse to remove my face's mole
30. My bed will not so dirty as I am sweating
31. People will praise I slim down
32. Friends dare to intorduce their friend to me
33. Can eat more when the time is right
34. More money to spend on others as food cost reduce
35. Friends & family will proud for me
36. My voice will be better to sing
37. Will leave better first impression to other ppl
38. Easier to get a job & higher pay
39. Not so nervous when meet strangers as confident level up
40. Will not die so easily
41. Fingers will looks nicer as become longer
42. Stop belly and easlier to wear shoes
43. A apple a day, keep the doctor away
44. Reduce the happening of fashion disaster
45. Can slap XXX's ugly face when insult & critise me fat
46. Can run faster when ppl or beasts chase me
47. Easier attract girls cometo me
48. Will not regret in my life as I am not fat forever
49. Will not feel awkward while i stop sweating in MRT
50. Happiness for my future girlfiend

Ah~~~~~~So I must jia you for my slim down plan this time...

Celebration for Wai Kit's Birthday (20-Mar-07)

轉角*遇到愛

Hi all, i just watch the current hotttest drama in taiwan name Corner*with love which castnig by Da S & Show.....really nice...funny and touching...and the songs are very nice....so if you got chance to watch it...dun miss it!!!

New Project...sad or happy ???

Today, my little boss ask me go to the meeting room..and he tell me my project team going take another project...oh...I dun know what should I feel ? Should I happy as company think highly and impress for my project team working performance....Or should I feel sad becuase take more project measn that I got more work to do everyday.....I really dun know...I just know when the times is mature, then I will just fly~~~

Farewell Lunch for Ben Tan (15-March-07)

Tomorrow my company leave another staff again..he is Ben Tan..even I am not so familiar with him..but I know he is a good man as see the way how he help Navman team....Hehe..and all of us gave him a treat of KFC + Pizza Hut...

And I would like to thanks our good photographer (Mian Wai) who sacrified his chance to take picture with us..Haha

Up (from left to Right) :Bonnie, Jin Zhu, Steven, Lay Peng, Amy & Me
Bottom (from left to Right): Alan, Darren, Ben, Yvonne & Crystal

Photographer: Mian Wai...

Hehe~~~~We would like to gave our best wishes to Ben Tan..hope him can get his dreams in his life....Bye bye....

Start to walk to my first dream....

I just start to record my video for my first dream job last night....but, even I record for many times...maybe nearly 100 already, I still unable to get my satisfied video....but I feel happy as I am walking my first dream...even it is slow....but I believe I can get it....

Thanks steven here as he borrow me his handphone to record....thks...

Soar my wing

Hi...actually I am happy and glab after my last blog as I received many console and encouragement from my friends...make me feel tht there are still got quite many ppl are care for me...it does make me feel warm...coz I always dun wish to tell more related my job to my parent as I dun want they worry for me....so I would like to thks a lot to those who give me support...

After thinking,I decide...I want to be a "somebody" but "nobody" for my life....I want to go out..I want to soar my wing to touch my blue sky....I dare to dream...SO I hope myself able to step out and pursue for my dreams...even I know maybe I will fail to do so...but I just want to try...I dun wish I will regret one day when I am old....So Jia you for myself....

Haiz~~~ No future for me ???

Haiz...feel down and depress this two weeks...I can't see future for my career...dun know why..just feel lost myself in my current life....seen like doing something stupid everyday...haiz...so sad...why I am so useless ?? Already nearly 23...still like achieve nothing for my career....even worse..I dun really know what exactly what I want to work as....I know what are my "dream" job/...but I dun think I can get them into my real life....I need to force myself wake up from my dream job everyday...sianz...yesterday, my manger ask me come to his office and ask me whether I am free for my current job scope....it make me feel upsect..I am damn busy like hell everyday...then he still thoguht I am free and able to handle another two project...I definitely can say...there are more other people in my office are more free than me....and it make me decide want to go....once I get another pay....

Every morning...I will just threw anger for my own.....coz feel just like a idiot everyday....come to company and feel sianz, stress, boring and tired everyday.....and the worst tht..I released my unhappy and sadness through eating...this is terrible....u know? I ate 2 postion of dinner everynight since Monday till last night...I feel I am so scary and frightening....my mind is blank...my sky is grey....nobody can hear me...nobody can save me from the deep end...haiz....

Ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I feel sad for my life...

Chinese New Year 2007

I went back to my grandma home @ Muar during the Chinese New Year..and this is the first Chinese New year after our belove Da Jie (Pei Shan) gave birth her baby...the baby is cute ^-^
This is the photo that I took when the baby is sleeping...haha...

These are our youngster gang in my grandma (not include all yet coz not all at there when we took this pic)....feel happy to meet them all when CNY..

Guys (from left): Tze Sheng, Tse Chyn, Tze How, Tse Earn,Tze An, Tze Hsien and me!!
Ladies (from left): Li Hua, Pei Ney, Pei Wey, Kee Sin, Pei Shan, Pei Juan

Celebration for Chee Choon's Birthday (20-Feb-07)

No dream ?

Haiz...if u see my msn nick recently, you may realised that I always put a lot of negative comments...but really sianz these few days...coz suffer like hell in company...got a lot of things need to rush...and it make me run here and there....sometimes, I will feel like so useless...coz cannot get my dream job...haiz...and I got no time to update my blog and friendster photo..I know got a lot ppl are waiting...coz i promised to send them in the past...but I don have the time to do tht...coz too busy already..haiz...

When I can acheive my drem ? Who can tell me ?? haiz~~~

Thailand tripmates Reunion CUM Peck Lan Farewell Dinner