No dream ?

Haiz...if u see my msn nick recently, you may realised that I always put a lot of negative comments...but really sianz these few days...coz suffer like hell in company...got a lot of things need to rush...and it make me run here and there....sometimes, I will feel like so useless...coz cannot get my dream job...haiz...and I got no time to update my blog and friendster photo..I know got a lot ppl are waiting...coz i promised to send them in the past...but I don have the time to do tht...coz too busy already..haiz...

When I can acheive my drem ? Who can tell me ?? haiz~~~