Peck Lan last day

Ah~~~~I am busy like hell since yesterday I had the long break from Chinese New Year....no time to update my blog even I got a lot of picture and wonderful tht wanna share with all my friends.....

Then today is Peck Lan last day in Mentor..it make me more upsect and down...anyway..just hope she will get her dream job in the new company....k..cont next time~~

Littile Blue is leaving us soon~~~

Oh...yesterday quite shock when I get the news tht Littile lue is leaving MM soon.....so sad..never expect she will take action fatster than me...kanasai...but bo bian lar...just feel than we really need to cherish the peoplw around you everyday...coz they will just leave you one day...anyway...just hope Littile Blue can get her dream job after leave our company ba~~~

Applying NUS & NTU ~~~

I am quite busy to apply the enrollment year 2007 for NUS and NTU....Ah~~need to write a 2000 words essay related to my working experience for the NUS apply....really make me suffer...all caused by my suxk English...and I haven't decide the courses tht I want choose..just hope I can get wat i want ba~~~

And just a gentle reminder for all the friends who wants to apply...as the deadline is 21-Feb-07 and all the supporting documents need to send out by thid thursday...due to the Chinese New Year, i think Post office will not working from sat (17-Feb-07) till next tuesday (20-Feb-07)...

Ok..just want to wish all my friends HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !! Enjoy ur holiday...hehe....

I hate wisdom teeth!!!

Haiz...yesterday I took MC....but can feel that all of my housemates never believe me..they think I act sick to cheat MC.....actually evrytime when I feel sick, I will just try to be happier and fine in front of people...MUST we need to show we are weak whenever we are sick?? But seen like all of them never believe...so sad.....Dun know why..I always suffer in diarrhea...then make me feel weak...haiz

But yesterday I MC not caused by the diarrhea but the wisdom teeth...due to the wisdom teeth..it effect my lim ba nerves..doctor said after i complete the all medicine, I still feel pain..then need to remove the widom teeth liao...wah~~~~~~ i dun want go to see dental...heard my friends said remove wisdom teeth...like suffer in helll..OMG!!!

Just hope I can go through this....haiz....

Why I can't contorl myself ?

Haiz..keep feel down and depresee this few days..coz I can't control my own appetize...keep want to eat something....then feel the fat that I lose come back to me again...ah~~~~~~~~very sianz~~~~~I dun know why I am so useless?? Why i am so stupid....fuck....why I just can't control myself ?? If keep going like that, when can I become slim ?

Ah~~~if god can listen my voice here....please come and save me....I nearly die liao....I really start dun like myself as day goes by....dun like to see mirror...looks myself at the mirror....a big face...not handsome...then got a funny mole...sometimes I will consolate myself...at least I am quite cute (chealt mysefl)....but my college tell me cute means that UGLY but adorable.....I dun want be ugly....haiz..why my life is so sad ?? Everyday come to a company that I dun really like...sianz...

Luckily, I still got family and friends who are really care for me....I am really appreciate that....after get the news that Xu Wei Lun die suddenly in the accident, I learnt that we need to cherish and treasure what we have currently...dun regret till you lose it one day....

But why I just can't tell myself like that and make me keep it up for my slim & fit plan.....haiz...so sad....just hope I can jia you....Ah~~~~~~~~~~

Dream ~~

Last night, I didn't had a deep sleep coz I wake up twice in the midnight...and I had a dream last night...I dun know is it a good one or a bad? Just feel strange and wonder why i will had a dream like this...coz I shouldn't dream for her...

Actually, I like a gal since secondary...but I try to forget her after we graduate from sec because I know it is impossible betwen me and her....coz I know I totally not her type...so as what I predict, after graduate, our distance keep become far as time goes by...I came to Singapore and she went to KL....

I really quite a long time never see her since last meet....I think more than one year already...even sometimes she back JB, I also not aware about this...but dun know why I dream her last night..this is the second time already...

In the dream, we are a couple then break up because another better guy come to get her...just like I am acting a drama (Haha...cannot write too detail)...very sweet and happy initally but sad in the eventually....and I keep shouting "dun leave me...dun leav me" until I wake up suddenly in the midnight 4am...haha....anyway..it is just a dream....I am so silly...Haha....

Just hope she is happy with her boyfriend now..and she can pursue her happiness....really...

Get your Japanease Name !

Hi all, just see a website that can help you get ur own Japanese name...so i would like to share with all of u who are reading my blog....just hope u enjoy it~~~ Hehe...

http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/969/

SHE Autograph Session

Wow~~~~~drag so long then I get this few mins to write my trip to SHE Autograph Session which held @ Bishan Junction 8 on 28-Jan-07 (Sunday) 3pm..Cx,Steven and me went to there but Steven din buy their album..so he go to shopping while waiting for us to get the autograph...SHE..I think I never like a Chinese Pop group like SHE before....I really like them,not their looks, but their skills and tehnique in singing and harmony...so SHE please jia you and keep sing more better song for me~~~

Hebe is scratching her face..very cute...lol...while Selina is concentrate to sign her autograph...But pitty can get Ella into this photo...

The host for this autograph is the Cruz Teng from 933...mm...I think he "upsize" again since I saw him @ Global Chinese Music Award on Oct 2006...Mary din lie...hehe...

Selina Hebe Ella go to the stage again before they take their leave....they appreciate all the ppl who support and like them....and they are recording their brand new album and it maybe will be release after Chinese New Year~~~Yipee~~Woohoooo~~~ ^-^

Busy like hell

I am busy like hell for this few days...a lot of issue happen....customer keep calling and I listen the phone till I want to throw out my good temper.....very sianz...then I still haven't apply for my NUS and NTU...KNS....Just hope everythnig settle smoothly as I planned.....got a lot of stuff want to share with all of you....but no time to blog..haiz....I am cheapo labour...I think it is the time already~~~