寻找自己的希望 追求自己的梦想 每个人的心里最深处都有一个属于自己个人的秘密花园。。在花园里,隐藏着你不想与人分享的心语心愿。。。

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Leave it or not?

Start from tomorrow (01-Feb-07), all the ppl who intend to plan to study NUS or NTU may apply and this apply will open till 21-Feb-07. And I think quite a lot for my future plan recently...a bit lost..not really know what I am going to do...hope I can make wise decision asap...

If my apply to U really successful, how can I pay the Study fee? I heard my friends said one sem or one year it may cost me $7500 (as I am just PR here)....then I still need to consider the living fee during my U as I have no income on tht time....If I apply tuition loan again...then after I graduate form U, I am credit a lot...then I still owe DBS about $3900 for the Poly study loan...OMG....($7500 x 3) + $3900 = $26400...Oh...I need to spend how many year to clear this loan o...

If I can't IN the U, then should I leave my current company? Actually I like the colleges here...everyone so friendly...all of us can talk during lunch time....I dun know whether I like my current job or not...for me,it just is a job...then what make me want to leave actually is the low salary...feel very pai seh everytime when my friends ask how much I get for my salary..all my housemate all nearly $2000 already (+ OT lar)...but mine...haiz....then even I am worry to join a new company...but actually I am quite looking forward to go out and make my sight of market become wider...

Life is so unpredictable and full of up and down....just hope I can do what I really want and need.....so jia you...

Monday, January 29, 2007

Sad ~~~

Just knew from Channel U 11pm News last night, one of my favourite female artist (Xu Wei Lun) had passed away yesterday...sad for her leaving...I quite like her as she is a hardworking and kind lady and I think she is a gal tht got qi4 zhi4 (hardly can find a gal with qi4 zhi4)...and she never show off tht she is a child from a rich familyl...(even I dun know her in real life, but all these knew from many news before)...everyone like her...

Why human life is so fragile ?...I just can say tht we must cherish wat we have currently...dun regret till u lose it one day....And I hope Wei Lun can leave in peace and get her happiness in another world...Let us pray for her with sincere....

http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/070128/2/9wj0.html

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Recommend Song: Otsuka Ai - Planetarium




This is a song that I like very much for this few day...coz I just watch Japan Meteor Grdern last weekend...And I think it is very nice...some part even nicer than Taiwan version as it is not as drad as Taiwan one...then this drama very funny and San Cai (Makino) is very cute~~~~~~Haha

Lyric of Planetarium

Yuuzukiyo kaodasu kieteku kodomo no koe
Tooku tooku kono sora no dokoka ni kimi wa irundarou
Natsu no owari ni futari de nuke dashita kono kouen de mitsuketa
Ano seiza nandaka oboeteru?

Aenakutemo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitainda
Ano kaori to tomoni hanabi ga patto hiraku

Ikitaiyo kimi no tokoro e imasugu kakedashite ikitai yo
Makkura de nanimo mienai kowakutemo daijoubu
Kazoe kirenai hoshizora ga imamo zutto kokoni arundayo
Nakanaiyo mukashi kimi to mita kireina sora datta kara

Ano michi made hibiku kutsu no oto ga mimi ni nokoru
Ookina jibun no kage wo mitsumete omounodeshou
Chittomo kawaranai hazu nanoni setsunai kimochi fukurande ku
Donnani omottatte kimi wa mou inai

Ikitai yo kimi no sobani chiisakutemo chiisakutemo
Ichiban ni kimi ga sukidayo tsuyoku irareru
Negai wo nagareboshi ni sotto tonaete mitakeredo
Nakanai yo todoku darou kirei na sorani

Aenakutemo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo misetainda
Ano kaori to tomoni hanabi ga patto hiraku

Ikitaiyo kimino tokoro e chiisana te wo nigiri shimete
Nakitaiyo sorewa sorewa kirei na sora datta
Negai wo nagare boshi ni sotto tonaete mitakeredo
Nakitai yo todokanai omoi wo kono sora ni

If you want to know the meaning of the song (In English) , you may go to link below
http://www.mognet.net/artisttranslation.php?id=1281&translation=english

I just hope all of us like this song as well~~~~

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

KNS Bus Uncle

Today is my bad day....all due to the kanasai bus unlce....he promised that he will reach Jurong East MRT there on 7.30 am..but today I reach at 7.30am SHARPLY then he drove the bus away a few minutes ago already....really make me frustrated and bu shuang...kanasi him...

Lickily I met Lay Peng and Allan there and we share the cab....however, I still very angry the bus uncle...make me bad mood since this morning...really cheap and shit...KNS....Ah~~~~~~~~and the stupid Steven also...keep argue with me since leave the home...then make me intentinly dun want to take same MRT with him and eventually make me miss the bus...Stupid big head...Ah~~~~anyway....just want to shout here..I know I also got wrong one...but I just want to said KNS to the bus uncle and big headmon.....

Monday, January 22, 2007

Cheers For Myself

OMG..I jia lat liao....becuase after I back to JB last weekend...then I start to make evil myself (zhi4 zuo4 nie4)...I had aet a lot a lot when I am @JB..waliu e....then I still go to eat buffet on Sunday as attend the opening celebration of my uncle...haiz...I think I got to jia you liao..otherwise I will not slim down before Chinese New Year...Hope I can make it this time...Jia you for myself...

Friday, January 19, 2007

Taipei 101 Countdown Firework Show


Taipei Trip Day 2 - Part 2

I think for the second day...the most we looking forward must be the Countdown firework at Taipei 101...while we are waiting the countdown, we eat guan dong zhu at the car park..and we had take some crazy and funny picture..and we also went to the Warner Viewshow and Neo19....let's see it...








And this is how we take these all funny picture....satisfied a lot ler...but we had fun..lol...
To Be Cont....

Christmas Celebration + Chee Choon House Warming

Haha..sorry..drag so long then just post my christmas...lol..this year xmas quite special for me..coz we nv go for Orchard to play fun anymore...we choose my roomate (Chee Choon) 's new house to celebrate..lol..and we had play games and everyone seen like quite enjoy it...



Yang Gua and Little Dragon Girl ???

Our gift on tht day...participant including Me,Chee Choon, Choon Xin, Steven, Wai Kit, Sabrina, Chia Ling, Wei Leen, Tze Yaow, Wan Yeen and Guang Lei...and we had gift exhcange after play the game...

We are playing the game called "Ai Ni Zai Xin Kou Nan Kai"..everyone got one words or action tht state at the card on thier head...and ppl who do it..he/she got to make up by other ppl..lol


Steven is the "King" of make up...lol..applause for him..Woohoooo~~~~~


Everyone of us seen quite enjoy the game...actually after this game...we play another game named "King"....but the picture too personal..so cannot show here...lol...If I po here...then u might see my corpse show in the news..hahaha.....

Taiwan Trip Day 2 - Part 1

On the second, we had plan to go all the famous shopping mall at Taipei...even some poeple told me...it is just like Singapore....but bo bian lar..I also want to go..lol...

This picture was took at Xi Men Ding central..

Here is the Dong Qu Underpass shopping street...it is the link between two MRT station....very long..and many shops situated there...

And what really make us fun is the catch wawa machine....Taipei one really much much different with Singapore and Malaysia one....U can see many places got many and various type of this machine and basketball shooting machine..and we caught quite a lot wawa down there...lol..

Taipei MRT a bit different with Sg one....besides thier seat arrangment...tey also got some seats call "Priority Seat" and these seats are for the ppl who need it...eg senior citizen,children etc...I think SG goverment can consider to learn this cultural..coz sometimes when I take MRT, I feel quite angry why some ppl can't let their seat to the ppl who need it...so sad...

Taipei 101 & Xin Guang San Yue..but these two places just like SG Taka & Paragon one...quite exp..

We took this pic at the front door of Taipei 101...

I think this one is the building for Goverment ba...Haha..not clear lar...


Night view of Xi Men Ding...

To Ben Cont...



Thursday, January 18, 2007

Impulsive ??

Haha....I am so happy since this morning....coz my half day leave had been approved....Yeah~~~~Why i am so happy for such a small materr ? Because....

As I and Sean had stay @ the office till 8pm for the quater end support on 29-Dec-06 (Friday) while everyone were allowed to leave office after 2pm on the same day, so I was told tht I can select one day to leave office earlier without deduct my leave. And I applied for it for today...hahaha....coz I thought my leave will not be approved, but my boss approved my leave last night...haha... =)

And last night I went to Westmall and bought something...I dun know am I too impulsive?? Just hope that I can get what I want and utilise the stuff 100%....because it cost me a bomb.....so can anybody can guess what I bought ??

Haha....k...I will write till here as I need to finish my works before I go for half day leave....WooHooooooo~~~~~~~~

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Body Aching ~~~ Pointless fatty

Wah~~~ I feel terrible since last night....I can't sleep last night...keep wake up in the midnight...dun know why...the doctor cheat me...he told me if i want to sleep deeper then do more excercise will do it...but now...waliu man!! And I think maybe this few days I do too much excercise liao and exceed my body limit...so cause all the sequences...haiz..

Then what I feel dissapointed and sad...is the comments that my friend told me....I am doing one hours excercise by using the some called "cardios" machine and endure for one hour....then he told me I am doing nothing....I feel down coz this is my best record already..in the past..I just doing 20 min +- only....then like I put a lot effort and happy for it...then want to share with ym friens..but unexpected one of them will just spill the cold the water from my head... =.="

But I am not angry lar~~~coz during the time tht we back to home by bus...he told me some more knowledge about the excercise..I can tell tht what he told me is right....what I did is not enough....all due to I am FAT!!! I hate fat.......I dun want to be a fatty anymore.....always called fatty, bui gia etc by other ppl....very upsect for tht.....don't they think I like to call fat by other ppl ?? I also hate myself be a fatty....sometimes even in my dream, I still had the nightmare related to fat and wake up in the mid....who can undersand what I really feel~~~ everytime see all my firends all are slim or standard..I am so envious and feel want to hide myself.....but I just hard to control myself...I love to eat...this is the reason tht cause me fat....but I don knoe how to control my good appetize.....I love to eat whenever I feel happy or sad or stress....I think maybe I am just wat my friend comment on me...POINTLESS (wu yao ke jiu) anymore.....I will not slim down de...haiz....so sad... :'(

But I will keep trying...coz I still want to slim down...even I know maybe it is just a dream for me??

Monday, January 15, 2007

Resolution of Year 2007

Wow~~~I am so late...already near mid of Jan then I just set my resolution of year 2007....anyway...is oklar...hahaha...

1. Slim Down (OMG..this is my resolution for every year...but never success...kns...this year must keep it up!!)

2. Get a GF

3. Upgrade my suck English..

4. Save money..a lot a lot...

5. Travel to Hong Kong...

6. Can loan and study in NUS

7. Get my dream job~~~


Haha..many of the list seen like not so easy to get....so I need to jia you liao....Ah~~~~Ganbate...





Friday, January 12, 2007

Taiwan Trip Day 1 - Part 2



We took SQ flight..wow~~this is my first time...really curious what is the different between the SQ and Jetstar....haha....we had the meals and I had played the Mario (really miss this childhood game) and watch 2 movie when we are in the sky...haha


We reach Taipei Tao Yuan Aiport on about 6 pm...Wow....the weather is quite COOL.....I love it so so so much...coz like tht I will not sweat like hell anymore....Yipee~~~~~then got the hotel manager (Miss Lee) come to fetch us as she will drive us to the hotel at Xi Men Ding...after rest a while , we went to Xi Medn Ding central to feel Taipei....Oh..finally...we reahc Taipei...I always heard Taiwan variety shows keep mention Xi Men Ding when I still a primary student...now can reach this place lastly...I am so happy..lol..


Xi Men Ding really got alot alot alot mei mei...I just can said...8 of 10 gals really know well how to dreass and make up...really chio lor~~~I feel the happiness...OMG...mei mei....Oh~~~~~~hahaha...I gonna crazy...while we are walking, we also keep eating some street stall foods (xiao chi)...really nice...the Ah Zhong Mian Sian really much better than what I ate in Singapore food fair....extreamly different....we shopping till 11pm ++ then back to hotel coz we need to start our jouney in Taipei start from tomorrow...lol...



This is the picture that we took at the Ah Zhong Mian Sian....u can see it is strange...everyone must buy and then STAND while you are eating...no seats for you...maybe this is the cultural ba~~ Haha....
To Be Continue.....

Taiwan Trip Day 1 - Part 1

Hi all,

From today onwards, I wil share my taiwan experience in my blog...lol..we fly to Taipei on 30-Dec-2006 (Saturday) and back on 04-Jan-2007 night.

Today i will talk what we happen in the day 1. Actually we are quite unlucky coz our flight had been dealy from 122.40pm to 2 pm and all these effect our plan..OMG...this is my first time meet the flight delay...anyway we are still enjoy our trip...coz we still can spend the time by shopping the duty free zone...lol



This photo was took in the Changi Airport...and all of us just bring ONE luggage...haha...

Thursday, January 11, 2007

I am back !!!!


Wow~~~~~so sad...keep look my blog and feel that I let it down...really long long long time never blog already...haha...coz last time I can't log in...but few months ago....then enginner said they will fix my account problem...and I think they did it...so I am BACK~~~~~WooHooo~~~~~

Never mind, I will try to blog more in the future...i just back from Taiwan on 4-Jan-07...quite nice..but I like the wheather the most...realyl cool...more suitable for the ppl like me who unable to stand Hot...haha....i will try post some picture later ba~~see ho first...lol...

Ok..end here first..


Cheers & Luck.