寻找自己的希望 追求自己的梦想 每个人的心里最深处都有一个属于自己个人的秘密花园。。在花园里,隐藏着你不想与人分享的心语心愿。。。

Monday, May 28, 2007

POC

Last Friday, we went to Marina Square to watch the POC which I am quite looking forward....But after watching....OMG..i fell to sleep for five times and thanks to Chiu Peng who keep wake me up....Haha...really shame...but actually I watch it again @ JB on Saturday with another gang...all this blame to myself...I promised two gang to watch the same movie, but I never expect tht just one day different, I feel vary for watching the same movie...watch at JB I feel it is quite funny and interesting...Haha...I think all this caused to the tiring and sleepy of me on Friday midnight.....

Before we watch the POC at MS,we went to MOS burger and Raffles city with Mian Wai for shopping and take a bite while waiting for Lay Peng who went to present her quiz....wish Lay peng here tht she can get the best result for her test... and thks to Mian Wai tht gave us a treat @ MOS burger...

After we leave MOS burge,we decide go to Chong Qing Stemaboat to ahve our dinner...poor Mian Wai who just can drool for the foods coz he still got to go other place when Lay Peng meet us there....

Anyway, we had a enjoyable night (even Chiu Peng having a war with her stomach...."evil grin")...and really happy tht I can get good friends in company...


Sunday, May 27, 2007

I am in a drama...

Oh...my life recently just like the TV drama series@ channel 8...too dramatic and make me dun know how to respond...I dun know when I can endure and bear to?? I lost a lot...I dun really want to talk to every friend coz I dun think this is good for them...luckily still got some good friends who really care and concern that really my life better...hope that I can have a better luck since tomolo...cheers for myself...coz whatever happen,the time still keep moving...the life will keep on...so I must learn to be more independent and concern for ppl who u really care....

To friends who care about me...million thks...i am really appreciate it...

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Busy + Unlucky = KNS

I am busy for my job this few week....got a lot of stuff need to do just because Japan branch customer move to another place..I work till I dun know whether am I stress or not...then still got a lot unlucky happen around me...Dad sick...brother lost his job...then still got a lot "red BOM"..swimming not much improvement...etc...haiz...when the unlucky god leave me ??? OMG....please... =(

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

D & D 2007 (05-May-07)

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Space in Greyzzz

Feel very unlucky since I out from 933 DJ search...feel tired already....whatever I did..it was FAIL or OUT eventually...I always try to encourage myself that this is the tests from the heaven...and I will success one day....but it seen does not happen as what I think..it always out of control...I feel very demoralized and disappointed already.....feel I am so useless and can't do anything...weak to face the breakdowns in my life...it just like never ends...I dun know what can I do..I know I dun have any option...I just can keep console myself and keep moving on....just hope really can pass all the challenges soon....

Mini pig moving to NTU soon as he is going to get his dreams..I just can wish him here....Seen like everyone in my home still ok with their life now...minipig go to NTU...chicken little got achievement in his career...doggy seen like get the boss's favorite in his new company...big headmon confirm what he going to study in the few next month...big mouth dog seen like enjoy his love and live happily with his princess....Just leave me...lost myself...dun know where is my path...grey had been surround my life since long time ago...luckily still got family and friends who make me happy...

Tired....disappointed....but what can I do? Nobody can save me except myself....

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

MC @ today !

OMG.....now nearly 3 am in the midnight already then I still can't sleep...coz I keep vomit till feel very weak just now.....somemore stomaching...suffering...I ate some medicine myself just now....but it seen no any impact... :(

I think I was food poisoning.....coz I just vomit out all the chezzy BBQ mealt @ KFC just now....really kanasai....so unlucky...the purpose tht I bloging now is to inform whom may concern tht I will take MC today...esp the SPS team.....coz I got to go to see doctor once I wake up in the morning later....haiz...got to spend money again...

Why I am so unlucky recently? very sianz....Ah~~~~K....got to back to rest liao even I am still stomaching now and can't possible to sleep...

Monday, May 07, 2007

"Burning" Back

OMG...I went to learn swimming on Saturday 1pm...and now I am suffering coz for this decision...my back is burning...painful..

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Troubles make me hard

Oh..dun know why? I broke my record...coz I keep can't sleep easily just like before these two days....then on Wednesday night,I just wake up for 5 times in the midnight....then it make me feel tired during working.....sianz...why people always dun cherish what you offer to help and juz take it for granted?? Really cheapo....

I am in troubles...keep thinking this and that this few days....a lot of question just aroung my mind...and I dun know what I am going to do for some.....

What I going to work as for my career ? Am I suitable for that? Why I put effort already then I just will not slim down and even worse...fatter than before? If I really in NTU and NUS, should I gonig to study? Can my family afford it even I am interest to study? If really going to U, then how many years should I pay for the tuition loan which over 20 thousands dollars ? If I really study U for Business, is the U degree really affect my carrer inthe future?? Coz always heard college said tht Biz Degree just the common will do, even NTU and NUS Business Degree,it doesn't means you will got a better offer for carrer.....then If mini pig move out, does it means my current SG home will be break and everyone just go on for their own path? Why I still dun know any target for my love ? Why I dun like mini pig, can like a gal quite easily ? Am I expect too high quality gal ? Then, should I going for the operation? Will it impact my life in the future ? Why I always can't save a lot money from my salary ? Why I can't learn swim quickly? Can I going to learn driving in the next few months?

Oh..my god...headache....I keep surrouding with troubles....troubles for my carrer,my future, my love,my healthy, my figure, my skills, my finance, my family, my firends......haiz...just feel sad...why life is full of troubles ???

Anyway,I would like to wish CX that he can IN NTU as he planned....then, also would like to congrat chicken little tht he achive something....

envious..coz they no need worry too much....then got target to achieve...not like me...sad everyday....why I just put more effort and IN 933 then work my dream job ? Then I on need to think so much now...haiz....regret....when I will meet my GUI REN like the godness mercy enlight me for the qian1 that I got it in the temple few months ago??